Russell: 89 days old ;-)

Russell really likes to take a bath. I know we're not supposed to bathe babies everyday but this is the only way for him to get some good sleep.

Russell: 88 days old ;-)

Russell watched Tom & Jerry, and boy did he get so excited. He was nice all day as long as he has something to watch.

Russell: 87 days old ;-)

The weather was finally nice and cool so Russell and me went outside just to chill. He likes being on his rocking chair.

Russell: 86 days old ;-)

We went to the park just for a walk. Russell was getting bored inside the house. He cried and wanted to be outside, so I took him to the park.

Russell: 85 days old ;-)

Russell had trouble sleeping again. He doesn't wanna sleep, he only wants to play. And I need some sleep :(

Russell: 84 days old ;-)

Today, Russell decided that he will not feed from me and that made me really sad. So tomorrow we will be putting him on formula. I really don't want that. I just hope that he would change his mind and feed from me. Man, I never thought that breastfeeding would be this hard :(

Russell: 83 days old ;-)

I am a little sad today. Russell don't wanna feed from me anymore and that means I either have to pump or switch him to formula which I am not very comfortable with. It's just too inconvenient for me. And the thought of giving him formula instead of breastmilk just breaks my heart. Formula, as we know, is not the best, and it's expensive too. And it's not very safe. I am talking about the recent recall on Similac. Don't know what to do :(